The joy of creation!

We live in a super-hectic world. There’s always something to be done either on the home front – clothes to be washed, taps to be fixed, windows to be washed or outside the home – pending work tasks, studying for interviews, haircut and so and the list continues. People, especially women, can keep adding and crossing off such tasks through the weeks before they let off some steam, sit down and randomly feel dissatisfied about the life they lead. Women are prone to this cycle of being ‘caught up’ in tasks – worrying about not being able to complete (sometimes compete) things on time – and later regretful (sometimes resentful) about time ill-spent that impacts their overall sense of well-being.

Life-coaches, wellness experts have long advocated ‘Me-time’ for psychological and physical benefits for everyone. Add to it the ‘joy of creation,’ and ‘me-time’ becomes even more effective. “True happiness comes from the joy of deeds well done, the zest of creating things new.” Said French Novelist Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Like me-time, the power to create something has tremendous potential to improve self-contentment. For me, this discovery happened when I was at the busiest crossroads of my life. Like many new mothers, I was discontented, ever-anxious and low on self-worth, given that my professional life also went on the back burner. In my desperate bid to find greater meaning in life, I took after-work painting classes. I couldn’t be regular there owing to personal commitments, but was still able to make three paintings in three months (the rest of the class painted six). Each painting made me prouder of myself – even though they are nowhere close to professional quality. I felt alive. I felt happy. I felt a little more at ease with myself. And I haven’t looked back since. Then I moved on to other things – gardening, D-I-Y home improvements etc. Sometimes, I surprise myself by taking up diverse projects and finding time to complete them.

Here are five reasons why the joy of being able to create something tangible worked for me and may also work for many women in their de-stressing journey.

 

Creative confidence is up for grabs

The word ‘creative’ has been dominated by artists and designers for far too long. But that’s not true. Authors Tom and David Kelley writer of the book ‘Creative Confidence’  call this mindset a creativity myth. Everyone can be creative. You have to start tinkering in something that you always want to try out.

Creating something with your own hands, nurtures individualistic confidence. This in turn increases self-assurance in face of hundreds of decisions that you make each day (consciously and subconsciously). Confidence leads to self-assurance which leads to lesser anxiety and finally a happier you.

Anticipation is exciting

Once you have started on the creative journey in your ‘me-time’ – let’s say painting– It’s but natural that every attempt will inspire you with new ideas related to whatever you are doing – using acrylic with matt medium vs glossy, or even completely unrelated to it.

The key is to not to dismiss your ideas straight away. Think about them, get excited about them, and look forward to implementing them. This will keep your brain excited and your heart happy. A thing as simple as kitchen gardening helps me smile on tough days, when I see new leaves on a plant shoot. I have sent pictures of my radishes to friends at 5 am in the morning – no kidding.

Experience Freedom

No judgments. That’s the key to happy me-creative time. Create something yourself and only for yourself. It’s likely that whatever you try, might not be good to look at, or to use or to gift – Big deal! Free yourself from the shackles of imperfection and expectations, and undertake this journey for yourself alone. If you don’t compare yourself to anyone, no one else can. Except when you feel you are so good at creating something that you can actually sell it. Then it’s a different kind of freedom altogether.

Get in touch with yourself

Maybe you will come to know that all these years you have dreamt about being painter, you don’t even like painting. Good Job! The beauty of creating something in your ‘me time’ puts you in true touch with yourself as what you like or don’t.This is the digital age and Internet has made it possible for all of us to start learning at our own pace and time. This helps you reduce the regrets, wrongs assumptions you might have had about your interests and dreams

It’s not the result that matters

Lastly, when it comes to creating, like so many other things in life, it’s the journey that matters.
Every human being is a complex emotionally with years and years of experiences and baggage. When you set out to create something, be it a piece of music, a sheet of lyrics, a tray of cookies, some icing on cake, some doodling on a plain paper, or, even a small paper boat, it’s a little bit of what we have learnt and a little bit of what we have imagined that gets translated into that creation. Like it’s with all human emotions, it’s the expression that matters.

So go ahead and create stuff with gusto, Spend some time and little money on yourself. What you chose to create is immaterial – it could be writing a story or making a dress from a T-shirt (lot of tutorials on that on the net!) or upcycling shoes, or recycling buckets. If you don’t like one activity, move to the next. Don’t get too attached to your creations – keep moving forward. If you are looking for encouragement and inspiration, search for similar groups on social sites like Facebook, Pinterest.

Create for all to see or for no one. It’s your wish at the end of the day.

Then, sit back, smile and  rejuvenate.

I originally wrote this article at WomensWeb

A trip to the Pediatric Emergency Room

On Sunday, June 21st (Also, Father’s day), my daughter slipped and cut the area above her upper lip. It was a wide gaping streak of blood – a clean cut – most likely from the edge of the glass top. We rushed her to Ramakrishna ELCIA. The emergency doctor took one  look at her and winced.

‘She needs to see a pediatric surgeon – she might need a stitch. Narayana health city is your best bet’
We rushed to the emergency section in Narayana health city…
What followed were the most emotionally taxing moments of my life in the recent past – I wept bitterly in a thoroughly crowded A2B when we finally made out of the hospital 4 hours later.

Parents’ tensions about their kids will never cease – Don’t wait for your kids to grow up to start living life.
There was a 17-year old boy with half face palsy. His parents looked tired and worried and distracted. When parenthood starts, so does the constant anxiety, guilt, restlessness… and like I saw with my eyes, continues through parents lives. But this shouldn’t stop parents from resuming their lives.
I started going to my after-work painting classes that I was skipping using my baby as an excuse.

2) Count your Blessings. Again and Again.
Visiting a hospital does make you pray for others who are in much more pain than you are.. and I shot a silent prayer of thanks for being in much better condition than other patients in there… Even though my baby had a deep cut on her face

3) NH Triage Rocks! Their Billing Sucks! The triage doctors were helpful, polite and worked very hard to put a bandage on my daughters cut..they ruled out the stitch after examining it closely.
The billing was slow, tedious and really bad. With only one biller in Emergency section, armed with a slow Billing system, it took us more than 45 mins to pay the bill.

4) Experience Matters.  especially when it comes to pediatric surgeons

5) Kids are truly Resilient My daughter was a happy little girl in the ER – Smiling and Cooing. She put up a fighting show when being bandaged(we had to get it done 3 times), but other than those 20 mins… she co-operated as much as she could.

Thanks baby.

baby's photo after bandaging upper lip

Let the heart beat.


from PinkVilla

I remember seeing the trailer of Dil Dhadakne Do and thinking to myself.. if there’s a movie that I MUST watch this year its DDD.

I drooled over Ranvir Singhs energy and Farhan Akhtar’s charm.
However, when I finally saw the movie last weekend… I am at a loss of words.

Zoya Akhtar disappoints once again. Paying 270/- per head to watch the 10 pm show makes me feel cheated. After all, the only characters worth paying for are Ranvir Singh’s “Sunny” and Anil Kapoor’s “Kamal Mehra”.

The story is set on a cruise ship.. but really there isn’t much of a story… only a narration through a dog’s eyes…
The narration is half-heartedly voiced by Aamir Khan… and sometimes frustratingly slow…
Thankfully, it breaks up as the movie progresses and the viewer is spared the insights.
The love story I went to see, wasn’t really there… so yeah, I am a bit disappointed.

Ranvir is fresh and endearing and surprisingly normal – which makes me wonder why he doesn’t more roles like this. He plays son to the Mehras and brother to Priyanka chopra’s Ayesha. They play the sibling role masterfully.. however, Priyanka’s energy without Ranvir is out of sorts.

The mom of these siblings is played by Shefali Shah. Throughout the movie I waited for one brilliant move from her, since I really do like her… but Alas! .. Her role though important doesn’t have much depth…

Rahul Bose is sort of wasted in the movie too.. but he does play his part of Ayesha’s husband well… His off-handedness, high headedness is easily portrayed.
But Anil Kapoor.. Oh. My. God.
He has brilliantly played the Delhi businessman to last T. He looks cool and calculating and easily brings out the moral card when needed. Except the last 10 over stretched minutes of the movie… he had my full attention whenever he was on screen.

Farhan Akhtar.. Well… he comes into the movie only at the interval.. with some mysterious background and sufficient marketing… I waited for the break to be over to see some real sparks fly…

but that was not to be.

Romance between PC and FA was drowned in the overtones of PCs request for divorce, Anil Kapoors infidelity, and a hurried party…. and another affair between two other kids…

That’s not to say that the movie wasn’t  good. It wasn’t bad either. it was really funny in places… really thought provoking in others.. but overall, really unfocused… and really not about Dil Dhadakne Do…

The entire title was explained in the end.. it goes something like this…

Freedom is an essential part of love. If you love someone(especially your kids) give them the freedom to pursue what they want.

While I can debate this message…. 🙂 I choose not too… Coz I have spent too much time and energy on the movie and philosophy already…

PS – On re-reading I realized I have forgotten to write about Anushka Sharma… That’s right! Coz she is completely forgettable in this movie.. 😀